...today isn't my day..I kinda feel down.I always try to see the happy side of the life, but sometimes I'm more weak..Life is hard. There is so many choice and I often choose the wrong direction. I have some problem with my personal life and I have no friend to talk to. OK, I know, I could call them, but it wouldn't be enough. I miss them so much. I'm always alone at home and I'm getting a little depressed. I spend some times with my mom, I know she can help me when things aren't ok. I want to go back at school and continue my formation to have a good job later. I don't want to depend on my boyfriend. He always say it doesn't matter but I hate it. I'm going to take my driving lessons soon so I could visit my friends and family when nI feel like it. I think it'll be a good decision. I have a job where I lived before, but it's really far from where I live now and I think I should quit it and find another one closer. this is causing problems with my boyfriend, who doesn't want to leave that place because his parents live there. He wanted us to go live there so I could work more and get more money, but I don't wanna live at his parents' house. But he doesn't try to understand me. He say we are going to save more money because we won't have to pay anything but the rent. I don't know..that's not what I wanted. I just wanted to stay in our appartement, or at least find another one more little, so we wouldn't have to pay too much I've found some places but he doesn't care. I'm not going to live at his parents' house. I just want to be in my things. yeah, so that's what I'll do, find a new job, take my driving lessons, return to school and try to keep smiling. Everything will be alright.